Judai Ki Pahli Raat

aankh bojhal hai

magar niind nahin aati hai

meri gardan men hamail tiri banhen jo nahin

kisi karvat bhi mujhe chain nahin padta hai

sard padti hui raat

mangne aai hai phir mujh se

tire narm badan ki garmi

aur darichon se jhijakti hui ahista hava

khojti hai mire gham-khane men

teri sanson ki gulabi khushbu!

mera bistar hi nahin

dil bhi bahut khali hai

ik khala hai ki miri ruuh men dahshat ki tarah utra hai

tera nanha sa vajud

kaise us ne mujhe bhar rakkha tha

tire hote hue duniya se taalluq ki zarurat hi na thi

saari vabastagiyan tujh se thiin

tu miri soch bhii, tasvir bhi aur boli bhi

main tiri maan, bhi tiri dost bhi ham-joli bhi

tere jaane pe khula

lafz hi koi mujhe yaad nahin

baat karna hi mujhe bhuul gaya!

tu miri ruuh ka hissa tha

mire charon taraf

chand ki tarah se raqsan tha magar

kis qadar jald tiri hasti ne

mire atraf men suraj ki jagah le li hai

ab tire gird main raqsinda huun!

vaqt ka faisla tha

tire farda ki rifaqat ke liye

mera imroz akela rah jaae

mire bachche, mire laal

farz to mujh ko nibhana hai magar

dekh ki kitni akeli huun main!

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